Showing posts with label secret garden. Show all posts
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Monday, May 28, 2012

From the Top Shelf - My Secret Garden

For those of you who have never read Nancy Friday's book My Secret Garden, it was an amazing publication that caused quite a stir when it first appeared in 1973. Women have sexual fantasies too? What a revelation! Nancy interviewed women of all ages and from all walks of life and recorded their secret sexual fantasies.

While sexual activities of all sorts were described in loving detail, there wasn't a great deal of spanking fantasy. When I first read the book I found and bookmarked the following fantasy involving spanking by a 28-year-old woman called Nathalie.

My first fantasy is that of being spanked. I have always provoked the spanking, it's never unjustified. My innate female bitchiness causes my lover to say, very quietly, "All right now, that's enough!" I say "Don't order me around" and he replies "You're asking for a good spanking". I answer "I'd like to see you try it!' in a very taunting manner.

At this point he grabs me, grasps both hands firmly behind my back, pulls down my panties, turns me over onto his knee and traps my kicking legs between his.

I am embarrassed and scared. He usually uses his hand, spanking me maybe two dozen times, very hard. Sometimes I fantasize that he uses a hairbrush or a ruler. I am sobbing and enraged, but the rage turns to humiliation and then to helpless submission. At the end he forces me back on the bed and enters me quickly and without foreplay.

Sometimes I like to imagine myself staying in an enraged mood throughout the spanking. Then he pushes me back on the bed, hovers over me and pushes his erect penis into my mouth, ordering me to suck it. I refuse and bite his cock which brings on another, even more painful, spanking, at which point I am prepared to do anything he asks.

The thought of being spanked used to arouse sexual feelings at the age of six or seven, even though I didnt recognize them as such. If it matters I have never been spanked by either of my parents.

I'll have a longer and more detailed fantasy for you in the near future.

From Hermione's Heart